Thank God this is becoming easier…
From January 20th, 2009
I just finished reading my mother’s anti-homo “propaganda”. To be honest, I’m a little beat thinking about a personal battle with sin and earthly happiness. Life gets very stressful when you have to over-analyze your every action for fear you may hurt your image, someone else’s reputation, or your conditioned beliefs about God’s teachings. I’ve grown to accept the notion that religion (the rules taught and held by man) are subject to change and alteration. I’ve accepted that secular progress conflicts and drives this change. I find it very hard to break away from these distinctions and fin God’s TRUE teachings when religion’s progression is a more visible reflection of love and understanding. My ultimate question is whether what my conscience says is what God wants me to hear, whether I’m accuratly listening, and whether my faith is strong enough to follow His orders. I sure hope so.
[Thank God this is becoming easier…]
